What I want..


Thinking about my upcoming results give me a chill and somehow I still hope it would be average or even better. I don`t bother about the high distinctions, because I already know myself very well. I am not like the others, some is gifted, some came from a strong effort. About me, I can`t say that I already give in to the fullest. Partially it came from my evil nature that distract my achievement. I never use the word "regret" in what I had done or caused. In life we always tend to go forward and never turn back again.


I think I am happy with what I`ve been through since I first registered in day 1. I`m just an average mel, just like the others. I don`t possess valuable charm or something that people will look upon me. I`m special in a different way.. I hope in this year I will turn out to be good and my life goes smoothly without any clashes. I hope anger and vengeance won`t take over me, I hope god grant me the intelligence to be wise and cautious in whatever things in my life, I hope there is no dispute and misunderstandings that stir up the mind, I hope my sorrow wont build up again like before..

In and Out, Round and round..


For the past few days, I decided to plan a journey for a job in subang/pj area. With my friend wuyan, together we went to pyramid and look all over the places. We did applied many outlets such as topshop, guess, adidas and many more actually. We`re still waiting for calls by next monday. We had interview with topshop managers and his name is FISCH, pronounce it as FISH. He said that is a GERMAN name so, whatever he say..

The next interview was in celebrity fitness as a customer service, a malay girl interview us and we`re still waiting for the call. Hope that we will get hired coz the environment and the worker is quite friendly and nice. The pay is also not bad which 1.3 and funny working hours. Many free day in a month as well, so why not?.. Commission will be given from each member who sign a membership or prolong the lifespan. Make calls and receive calls, typing.. Mild job.. lol..

More and Moar...

I`m currently addicted to one thing... that is...


If you guys wonder what it is.. It can be found in sunway pyramid old wing highest floor beside TGV.. Its a racing + drifting arcade game and I spend almost to 100 for it. No regrets, it is worth to play and the stimulation is 90% real. The best part of this game is, you can choose your favourite car to play as your profile. There is also tuning for the power and handling of your car with body kits as well and rims. You can race up to 3 challengers in a game, and trust me.. It is one of the best way to release stress, and very kan cheong..lol.. My current car is mitsubishi evo lancer VIII, 620hp.. If any of you know about this game.. tag me.. I need some challengers.. muahaha..lulz..

Happy CNY..


I had my reunion lunch with my family yesterday afternoon in centro, the food is quite not that bad but the service suck because they are lacking of waiter and waitress and the part-timer school leavers were doing the job. I went to sunway pyramid with my bro for "wangan midnight maximum tune 3 ". The game was cool, I mean the stimulation were kind of real. Can feel the vibration and the steering wheel of the game. The cool part is, you get to create your own profile and tune your car just like NFSU. The data will be saved in a card with blue printings, so the next time you wanna play just insert your profile card and start the game. There is story mode to obtain and tune up the cars, and also race with other people which can link up to 4 players.

I had my dinner at home, my uncle bought 2 salted chicken from ipoh and we finish the whole thing up. at 8.30 I had another reunion dinner with my mum`s relative side as well with my grandparents. The food is just okay, coz I don`t even bother to eat. I talked alot with my aussie cousin coz he can`t really eat too. Surprisingly I am free of alcohol throughout that day, my dad offered me whisky but I rejected. I don`t feel like drinking as well, we visited our grandparents house and didnt know that things turned out to be bad. Kinda sad of it actually, Me and my bro send off my parents to airport at 2am to Shanghai. I think they just reached the airport by now, its a 5 hour flight and I hope the weather is fine throughout the week. My first day of CNY is resting at home, not really that happening this year. But anyway, I wanna wish to those that I had left-out happy CNY!!

Slimy Green... ( my phlegm )


I got lots of phlegm now, It is so irritating when I was talking to someone and suddenly cough out so loud. My nose is blocked as well, OH BLIMEY... Many people got sick during this new year, I think every year is the same. I still remember last year is the worst new year I ever had, FOOD POISONING. Lost my appetite, nausea, diarrhea. 1 more was in china, fucking bun is so dirty. I immediately purge in the toilet after I finish it. Fucking place, alot of conman around and many of them asked me what kind of business I`m doing. Do I look like a fucking businessman??, I told them I`m just a student. They showed me the constipated expression, wtvr.. CNY is coming, but I dont have the mood or any feeling towards it. My parents already off to China, and my bro will bring me for some arcade racing gaming.

And the stupid JPJ dont wanna conduct the bloody test on next monday, so I have to wait till the 18th. On the month of april I might attend a seminar with my dad regarding the stock market plans and knowledge conduct by my uncle`s bro. He`s a real intelligent man, his asset is growing more and more every year. Fucking envy him, he`s only 30+ and very successful. But the seminar cost 3.8k though for 3 days in sheraton hotel. I looking forward to attend as well since my dad encourage me to do so..