Disorted

The month of june makes me recall back of my previous past, which is last year and it means bad things. Utterly bad, I have no idea why everything I wanted to do last week does not turned out well. Such as clashing ceremonies, inconvenience, etc etc. It just screwed me upside down, wtf.. Luckily it was only 3 days continously, am fine now. Since I have no answer behind these phenomena, I turned my head up to the sky and said " Heaven!, are you testing my patience?? ". I think it seems to be part of my test as well, it's been a long long time since I triggered up my stupid temper. I am neutral throughout these time, but situation just force me to something bad. I'm glad it is over, and there won't be any fucked up pile of shit I'll be facing at the moment. *Sigh of relief, anyway just wanna express my semi-dark side clearly.

I may strut and fret about my anger, but I always make it generally sensible and reasonable. I don't like things to be taken for granted and making comparison according to own difficulties to settle things up. " Responsibilities " is the highest priority, I will acknowledge immediately if I failed to complete it. Sometimes it is just so unfair for a kind person not being appreciated for the things that is done for, after all the energy and time used up just mainly for 1 thing without complaining. Not only that, but to put a blame on? the situation can't be imagined. This is not a mere justification but a responsibilities. I am a forgiving person because I have emotions and strongly agree human ain't perfect, so that is why I don't keep it in heart and I learned from every single fall just like a baby trying hard for a perfect walk without falling. My main intention behind all these is just to create realisation and learning for the opposition, not a sweet revenge. It may sound deeply harsh, but this is a phase that everyone will go through in fact. Though I get 0 benefits for being like this. I'm just a sensible person and that is my way of doing it. This would be my first JUNE 2008 post.. Enjoy the month everyone.. ROFL

The End :)