What I want..


Thinking about my upcoming results give me a chill and somehow I still hope it would be average or even better. I don`t bother about the high distinctions, because I already know myself very well. I am not like the others, some is gifted, some came from a strong effort. About me, I can`t say that I already give in to the fullest. Partially it came from my evil nature that distract my achievement. I never use the word "regret" in what I had done or caused. In life we always tend to go forward and never turn back again.


I think I am happy with what I`ve been through since I first registered in day 1. I`m just an average mel, just like the others. I don`t possess valuable charm or something that people will look upon me. I`m special in a different way.. I hope in this year I will turn out to be good and my life goes smoothly without any clashes. I hope anger and vengeance won`t take over me, I hope god grant me the intelligence to be wise and cautious in whatever things in my life, I hope there is no dispute and misunderstandings that stir up the mind, I hope my sorrow wont build up again like before..